so.....there is this song by Tegan And Sara. Its amazing.....Duh? But...yea.....pretty much sums up how i feel right about now.
And here come the lyrics. Not With You I can't believe I've let you in and now here I am telling you that im suffocating in here just like the drugs you are keeping me I felt shark teeth underneath my socks before i lost much blood around this world will i be enough? from the liquor stores to the train stop floors your filthy room your drama blues i am nothing if i'm not with you i'm always right always wrong dressing bad is like loving you there is nothing i haven't worn nothing i haven't said before your fluid is thick against my sheets when you look at me oh so angry i know it's true my strength has come from loving you behavior i just can't grow into so you fake and you flaw for your cops and your cause it makes no difference to me it's love that you stole that you stole from the liquor stores to the train stop floors your filthy room your drama blues i am nothing if i'm not with you i'm always right always wrong dressing bad is like loving you there's nothing i haven't worn nothing i haven't said before so here i am around this world will i be enough? from the liquor stores to the train stop floors your filthy room your drama blues i am nothing if i'm not with you i'm always right always wrong dressing bad is like loving you there's nothing i haven't worn nothing i haven't said before from the liquor stores to the train stop floors your filthy room your drama blues i am nothing if i'm not with you i'm always right always wrong dressing bad is like loving you there's nothing i haven't worn nothing i haven't said before this is nothing i haven't said before you are nothing i haven't felt before | 
